Unable to be happy

There are days worse than others

To be fair, nothing was really special about today - but I'm feeling upset

My mind is racing, my thoughts are all over the place

There is this voice in my head, that keeps repeating

you can't be happy

you're not able to be happy

you're a loser

you're going to die

I wish I was dead already

But I have to work, I have things to do 

and this is getting annoying