Wednesday, April 24, 2019

The Eighth Sphere

Because I don't want to play the game anymore,
the ride is not worth the effort
I'm tired of this ...
Being old, is being tired ... fed up with the nonsense
Not being able to enjoy anything, once you've seen the utter abjection that it is.
Once you've met all the betrayal, the suffering, the frustration, and waste ...

I want to leave now

maybe I never understood what this game was all about
maybe this game was not for me
maybe I miss an old life I had
maybe this was just a phase
maybe we are not supposed to stay here anyway

I don't want to grow older