Global Warming

Global warming is effective

The medias are starting to wake up to the reality of these warmer temperatures, and the upcoming consequences of a warmer climate.
Machines are breaking down, flight are getting delayed, people are getting nervous ... people are dying.
Yes, there are still some skeptics, because acting against global warming would mean acting responsibly and in an economy based on constant progression - this is not an option.

Life becomes more and more a struggle for finding meaning - why would we continue like this?
how could we continue like this?
what are the alternatives?
Is this whole evolution of humanity going to end with a slow decay, a slow descent into warmer and warmer temperatures?

How do I find reason to continue to go back to my job, if I know for sure that we (collectively) have no proper solution against global warming? the biggest threat there is for the continuation of this nonsense setup by our corporate overlords?

The only one who makes some sense is that Swedish girl, and her surprised look when she is addressing politicians, and these idiots acting like they are still in control - is for me the most factual evidence that a clash is imminent...

Orgone

Orgone energy was discovered by Wilhelm Reich in his psychiatric work.

As a psychoanalyst and student of Freud, Reich's point of study was, quite naturally, the concept of "libido".

"Libido" is life energy, desire, the source of human striving.

Reich developed the libido concept, concentrating on its physical expression and simultaneous psychological content, until he was able to show the relation of bodily attitude and emotion. This he described in CHARACTER ANALYSIS, a book which went further than any work in history in solving the mystery of the relation' of mind and body.

In this great book Reich also described the mass pathology of the "animal man", This pathology consists of a chronic rigidity of the musculature which blocks the movement of energy underlying emotion and hence blocks the emotion, thus providing the psychic or emotional underpinning of mankind's universal sickness.

Reich's initial work on orgone energy was done, then, in depth psychology. From this it spread, quite naturally, into sociology and political science, for Reich saw quite clearly that the sickness of man was socially or culturally transmitted. His books, THE MASS PSYCHOLOGY OF FASCISM, THE SEXUAL REVOLUTION and PEOPLE IN TROUBLE deal with this enlargement of his depth psychological discoveries to the social and political scene.

shadow of my own darkness

I want to hide in the shadow of my own darkness
I want to disappear in the black of night, to dissolve for good
Feeling like I had to be gentle to her, as she is so nice
while at the same time, seeing that this whole thing is so vain
the suffering is not real, it is just a construct, I need to open up again
but I don't really want to - that is the trap I built for myself now
I'm afraid I won't be happy again, as being happy would make me vulnerable and open to being hurt again
but then what is left for me? nothing
feeling nothing, and waiting for the end
for the cold hands of death to grab me and take me into oblivion
as I'm now unable to feel happiness and love
I don't trust people
I don't trust nice people either
that place is dark and empty
oh, we have to pay taxes to stay there?!

Utter Nonsense

You really have to be nuts to keep going in this mess
Ecological nonsense
Financial nonsense
Collapse is imminent
Do you like to pay taxes?
How do you feel about getting older and having to fight for food and water?
feeling tired all the time, feeling sick
feeling depressed, feeling like nobody cares
and then you die


it was just a ride... 

The Eighth Sphere

Because I don't want to play the game anymore,
the ride is not worth the effort
I'm tired of this ...
Being old, is being tired ... fed up with the nonsense
Not being able to enjoy anything, once you've seen the utter abjection that it is.
Once you've met all the betrayal, the suffering, the frustration, and waste ...

I want to leave now

maybe I never understood what this game was all about
maybe this game was not for me
maybe I miss an old life I had
maybe this was just a phase
maybe we are not supposed to stay here anyway

I don't want to grow older